The word is such a huge hectic place, one doesn’t know where to place oneself.
I’d like some advice please. I have all sorts of things going on with my life, my head and just generally being a pain in everyone’s arse,t hat I’ve chosen to write blogs, not just because it’s amazing and fun, but to express how I am feeling, try and get feedback from strangers and try and sort my life out before I turn the whole world against me.
I know this sounds very negative and I usually am, unless of course I am the one giving the advice. I don’t know how to grow up, I was thrown in to the world by accident by my parents and I wasn’t ready. I still throw my toys out of the pram, I still want everything for free and even though I am aware I am like this, I can’t stop being like it.
I’m starting to really hate who I am, and I don’t want to. I know deep down I’m a nice person and my true friends know I would do anything for them. But I’m so self involved with myself that I forget about the world and how to live life. I’m stuck in a rut and I can’t get out.
I want to cry to someone, someone to tell me that my a reactions are because of past actions, that I’m acting in a completely normal way to anybody else. I just need some help and advice.
I’m hoping that someone out there in the world of wordpress reads this and knows how to fix me.
Anyway take care all. xxx